Reflection

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Do you ever find yourself getting annoyed at yourself for being annoyed? I feel like I've been in that place more frequently this month. I have no excuses. Being a bit light on sleep or exercise or me time doesn't excuse lack of patience. Sometimes I feel like I can roll with the punches, and other times I feel like once ruffled I just can't get back my "normal" state of mind. Focus on the little irritants and my joy goes out the window? I would love to improve at casting all my cares, my anxieties and worries.

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Realizing I'm bothered is good, but I so desperately want to learn the next step. After getting over my initial "I'm annoyed" feeling (with a sweet phone call and some unconventional routine breakers), I found myself wondering if really getting the focus off myself would help. My plan: remove "I" from the start of all statements tomorrow.

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Reflection

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I think I'm finally embracing my sappiness. Growing up, I had a bit of "tomboyish-ness" approach to emotions. Hardly ever cried, and dated plenty of guys with no attachments. Some commitment issues kept me skirting "scary" topics (I'm feeling these guys -" "- today) and keeping myself hidden behind all sorts of doors. With some helpful friendships and learning about myself and the love that God can give (still don't uber-excel), I think I'm finally okay with answering and even volunteering almost too much information about myself. I deeply care about my family and my boyfriend and friends, and I don't life to go by without them knowing it, and sometimes well the public as well. I'm becoming "that couple" with my guy (I don't think he's embarrassed :) ), and I think I'm okay with it! I no longer cringe at others' displays of affection (within reason) and typically appreciate seeing the varieties of love languages that people share.

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Speaking of love.. I'm so excited for my sister:
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Elated

Happy Weekend!! Got a girl trip to Charleston planned! Site-seeing and shopping and walks on the beach are planned. This particular group I try to see once a month and I'm thrilled to spend some time with them. We'll definitely have summer weather :)

And I can't help it..in spite of the lovely summer weather starting and pictures reminding me of the sun and longer days and growing things.. I still miss Christmas already. Singing carols in the shower has started :)

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To all you Mothers

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and to the rest of you as well :)

Happy May Weekend

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Wonderful weekend planned! Older brother's birthday, followed by younger brother's college graduation, followed by Mother's day! Hasn't it been a beautiful May so far?!
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However, it's one of those days where just I can't communicate what's on my mind. My tongue must be tired, and I keep spouting my words opposite of the order I want to them to be in. Fortunately I have people in my life who can follow my intent for the most part.

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Retail Therapy

So I'm definitely pro-retail therapy. Works for me :) But in moderation.

I made a purchase earlier this week influenced by fashion director Emmanuelle Alt. I like the presence but casual air of her style. I found a blue blazer similar to the one below, and I'm looking forward to casual, nautical, somewhat formal outfits it will be a part of in the future.

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Oh and a few more images:
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Okay have a pleasant day :)

Good News

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My sister got engaged a week ago from today. They were on their way to watch the Kentucky Derby. I am so thrilled that she's found a guy that is so sweet to her. Their relationship seems to be growing from the source that it should, and I'm praying for their marriage already! And I'm honored to be able to participate! I definitely want it to be their day, but I'm excited to be supportive in the ways that she needs from me. Perhaps including finding great shoes! :)

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I won't give all of her story away, but she was surprised. Apparently in the last few months he has pulled a few "jokes" like when in The Office Jim asked Pam if she would please... wait for him to tie his shoe. I kinda wish I was a guy just so I could joke a bit like that.

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