Niche

 

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This week I started back a few half days at work. It was good to see my manager and other co-workers and catch up a bit. I left Sam with J both days, and I knew he was with someone who loves him and that I wouldn't be gone too long. While it felt good to be productive and know I was giving back to a company that given me to me, I know I definitely love being home, taking care of Sam, and seeing J on the random off days that he's not working. We'll see what happens :) Regardless I'm thankful for the support I have from my husband and coworkers and am just praying for clarity. I expect to feel some sort of guilt regardless of what we choose, but I know I want to be where God wants me, what's best for our family, and hope to feel peace.

Family weekend

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Happy Wednesday :) Today feels like the weekend because it's J's first day off. We have had a fantastic week so far! After time with friends and a craft night, we had a packed weekend with my family. My younger brother and his sweet wife came in town for a visit. We had a great brunch, watched the Derby (we had picked OverAnalyze and Charming Kitten to win), a game night, church (another successful nursery visit for Sam), Cinco de Mayo fish taco lunch, family videos, and best of all - nephew #2 was born! Isaac Wayne came on Monday at 2:56am :) The CDC actually knows of our little boys, and dubbed them "the Three Amigos." The third has joined us! We are so excited to get them all to meet. 

My older brother's birthday was yesterday (a milestone), and we got to celebrate that as well. Fun family times!

How to be Happy

 

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 Honestly, think I'm doing pretty good with this list. Basically, make the most of each day, and remember that joy is not dependent on circumstances.

Simple

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It's been a weekend full of simple joys. Playdate, local festival, grilling, late church, movies, long phone calls, a big salad, a run, and time with my guys. J is back at work today and it's just me, Sam and the boys. And, I kind of love it. The older Sam gets, the more I'm so thankful for the time I've had at home.

Balance

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So recently, I've been asking myself how I can get balanced with my new roles.  In light of those questions - these two posts are great:

http://jonesdesigncompany.com/thoughts/thoughts-on-balancing-it-all/

http://www.thenatos.com/2012/05/is-that-really-question-you-should-ask.html

I recommend reading them both (the first recommends the second). It's a good reminder that we don't always have everything together and the best way to try is to be obedient. 

Example

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Sam and I made it to church today! We were a little late, but Sam got to be in the nursery (with two of his friends I found out later - so cool), and I got to sit with friends. The sermon was a good reminder of how we are supposed to be full on God so that we can serve others. 

I've spent the weekend mulling over ways to parent Sam in the future - how do I handle the hard stuff? While I know J and I have plenty of time to work out our explanations and whatnot, I know I really want to start working on  being a living example for Sam. Good and healthy habits, kind to others, and walk humbly with my God. On that note.. yoga this afternoon!

Family day

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Today is the start of our weekend. By that, I mean the start of the two days that J has off this week. So far we've taken it easy, eaten meals together, and enjoying being family of 3 with 2 dogs.

We are finally getting bushes put in front of our house, and Sam started playing with his hair. Totally adorable. I've been filling days with music and sunny walks and book pages.

I feel like I've been in a little bit of a weird place lately. While I'm thrilled to be a mom and a wife, learning what responsibilities I have, what interests I want to have, how to meet others' needs - essentially how to regain balance, I feel like I lose myself every now and then. I'm working on putting God back on top - then everything can fall in its place. Life is good :)